New Project....

06th June 2018
Life has come to something of a head over the last few years. The loss of my awesome big brother has acted as a catalyst to force change, hopefully for the better... and his parting gift to me seems to have been a name for my embryonic venture.

I have been talking about it to my family recently, and today I laid bare a lot of the reasons why I need to do this to my Dad. I cut a lot of the more extreme detail out as to just how bad things have become both with my physical and mental health. I am falling to bits, what this job was supposed to be when I started over 13 years ago is not what it became... I feel trapped and I don't see me making it into my next decade if I don't make serious, drastic changes now.

I need to be doing something I love, somewhere I love. I have never been motivated by riches, just being comfortable would be more than enough... to be honest... just being happy, being me and enjoying my life and family would do me just grand.

How this was taken I am not sure, and what will come of it in terms of help to get from where I am to launching I don't know. But I have laid the cards down and things are going to change.

The plan is exciting - it has breadth and plenty of scope. Both Jen and myself think it is great - it would be a team effort after all so we need to think this! Most people I have spoken to think it is a goer, including some very highly celebrated photographers. Some have given suggestions on areas I could expand on, or just made comments that have sent me off down another rabbit hole to come back with another feature I can tack on.

So here is to the future. I am still full of self doubt and, as of this moment, nothing has really changed. But perhaps the butterfly has flapped it's wings in the Amazon and the winds of change are starting to build.

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